I cant believe that X Factor auditions have finished tonight. Makes me feel like Autumn is over and Winter well and truly here.
Have spent the last few days in despair, I do feel well and truly depressed. DS1 is at school. DS2 is at playgroup and pre-school and loves it. No one needs me anymore and I want another baby. This does not seem to be happening for us. Partly as DH has low motility, but also due to my irregular periods. I also have another contributing facto in that I turn 40 in a week and a half. Not good all round. I am also stuggling with my emotions. The slightest thing makes me cry. Currently watching Downton Abbey, it's only just started and I'm crying.
On a high note, we were driving past field with hay bales in yesterday and DS2 said "ooh, cows eat weetbix"!
